So I reached out to a friend just now, she asked me how I was doing. I said I’m anxious and there is nothing anyone can do for me. She told me to talk her through it and this was my reply: I have been feeling awry for days now, I think I’m just not coping with the stress of the experiment I have to do tomorrow and husband being out of town since Monday isn’t helping . I feel numb, utterly unable to focus on anything, tired of life and bored at the same time. Been in the bath now for 3 hours. I can’t get out, I can’t face ordinary life right now. I don’t wanna be alone but the thought of having to hold a conversation scares me to death. I am, in short: fukd
Where I live it’s already dark outside and I never switched the bathroom light on so I’m literally and figuratively in the dark.
I’m posting this from my phone so no cool pics or anything. Just my reality right now.
Awry is the perfect word for that space. Hope it effs off soon, sorry you’re going through it.
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Thank you much appreciated. I really hope it goes away by itself, I don’t feel like an intervention.
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I’m a fan off anxiety pill plus sleep. But I hope yours just goes.
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I wish I could do that but when I’m like this my body only allows for an hour of sleep. And I have to work tomorrow so can’t be foggy
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Long hot bath?
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Just had a 3 hour bath… No help
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Poor you 😦
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Sorry you’re battling
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I’m better now that I’ve slept a bit. Thank you for caring
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